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I read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat and he showed it once to me
He said," Boy you might not understand, but a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy din like me no one, but I loved your grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet, and run away together
Get married in the first town we come to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we supposed to meet instead
i found this letter and this is what it said
*If you get there before I do, don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores all through, I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down, Darling wait and see
But between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you..love me
I read those words just hours before my grandma passed aways
In the doorway of a church where me and grandpa stopped to ray
I know I never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said those words to her
His eyes filled up with tears
* And between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you... love me

Sunday, May 28, 2006

In the midst of all the stress and fun and business jc life brings, i kinda think of ij less. plus it doesn't hurt anymore walking in the opp direction of all the IJ girls in the morning. so i thought i have 'successfully' moved on, so i was kinda relieved? or maybe i felt freed? i'm not sure also!
i saw ij having mass last friday from my window! i heard the entire homily, the Eucharist, the songs, i vaguely saw the sign of peace. the sea of blue was nostalgic, the all so familiar hymns, the dedication songs at the end of mass where we held each other and sang, the Our Fathers, the numerous masses where we sat out in the sun scorching heat got on our nerves... these memories left me choking with tears
then they sang "One Family", the school song, our Founder's Day song (in french and english), and the IJ Spirit song. those were such sweet memories, and now, i think we were so stupid to say we hated school.


Does it really what we call ourselves
As long He's the one who first called us?
Why spend our time fighting among ourselves
When He called us to spread His love?
Remember His message to us:

We are one family, in the Lord
That's how it's meant to be, in the Lord
Working hand in hand,
To make Him known though out the world
So let's just stop and face each other
It's like looking in the mirror
Recognize our similarities
Yes, it's time to come together
We can make things even better
Try to be what He meant us to be
ONE family

Does it really matter how we pray or sing
As long it's His name on our lips?
Just enjoy the way he made us different but the sane
'Cos He made us to be like Him
Don't forget what He made us to be

-mx



Written on 1:18 PM